Wow! What an experience this conference was. I cannot begin to tell you all the little details that made this moment so big. In the end God got all the glory and I made some new friends.
My heart goes out to these woman. They all have a story to tell and each one had a story that inspired the other. I have never felt such a place of sisterhood and love in one place by so many woman. Even though I was a speaker at this event, I needed this. I needed to be reminded how powerful our stories are.
This event could not have been possible without such an inspiring leader named Angelica who hosted the conference. She took a step of faith and made this event possible.
Arise Woman of God hosted a conference in Miami, FL on May 1st. There were 3 speakers, a panel discussion, and praise dancers. I could not believe it. What God has been speaking to me was finally coming true. And I was asked to speak on purpose. To me this was a miracle because God was already birthing a message in me about turning my pain into purpose. I did not understand what he meant by that fully and how I was going to turn this into a powerful message.
As the weeks progressed, God called me to a fast and immediately began pouring out the message he wanted to say to his daughters. He lead me to the book of Esther and told me how we are queens. He revealed to me how Esther had to get herself into the mindset of a queen to be queens. As the revelations came I was surprised because I never noticed these things about Esther. Esther who was the queen of the Jews just like many of us have a sad story and pain in her life. It wasn't perfect. Both Esther's parents have passed away and she was an orphan. As a result she was adopted by a family member who cared for her as his own.
As God continued to speak to me, I knew I needed his power to deliver the message the way He wanted me to deliver it. So I reread and took notes as He prompted me too. There were times I tried to write it out but it was like I had to wait for God's spirit. I say this because at times it was hard to put together. God would give me little nuggets here and there. Other times I tried to write and nothing would flow.
When I fasted it poured out like water and the message came without any toil and trouble. I became more excited because I had something to deliver and I was going to be used by the Almighty God. I asked God what to say and he told me to tell my story. I haven't told my story for a long time. I obeyed and did as he asked. God also told me to wear a crown and carry myself like a queen.
When the morning of the conference came, I felt so empowered. We got to meet some of other ladies participating and going to the conference. They are amazing woman. I was wondering where they been all my life because they had such fun
personalities, made me laugh, and liked to chat; all of my favorite things! We shared an Air BNB Rental and I would not have had it any other way. When we arrived there were gift bags with crowns and other wonderful gifts inside. Anyone who knows me should know I am always down for female bonding time! We prayed and let God have his way. I was blessed mightily.
The next day I was so excited and was looking forward to eating. Did I mention, we were fasting? We all wanted the glory of God to come down. Well it was set up time and as the ladies strolled it, it became so much real. And leaning on God was all I could do. So then the conference began. Each speaker spoke as God lead them. All of our material on Identity, Purpose, and Gifts coincided and built off of one another. I was just in awe of how God orchestrated the messages so beautifully. I felt his power and boldness on me like so strong. I don't really remember preaching much as I felt God's boldness destroy every ounce of fear and shame. I didn't have to think, I moved with Him. After I felt so free and knew that it was only the beginning of something greater.
There were some things each of us needed to hear. I was reminded that as queens we all have a kingdom. I also shared some things my heart needed to say. I shared my story and some painful moments in life. And when the other woman shared the same painful stories happened to them all I could do was say, "Wow". I wanted to hug them but I didn't realize a part of me was still hurting from that event. It didn't hurt as much as if did before but I knew if I kept telling my story, other woman would know they are not alone.
I am sharing this for the person who believes they do not have purpose. You actually do. Sometimes we just need to wait for the moment when God gives us a glimpse into our future so we can hold on to the promise. You do have purpose and people need you. They need your story. They need your presence. They need you to thrive because there are other woman out there who need what you have to say. They need your smile, hug, and encouragement to tell them to keep going. Sickness, and pain can't last forever. Neither can tough times. Wait for God to reveal your path because it can come at your darkest hour. It will be right on time.
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